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The tower smiles, I think of my reply,
The desires he has I attempt to deny,
To speak words I don't know yet,
Despite the power of time, one day will forget,
To show strength, the reach of my hand,
to show an ability I don't have, to stand,
The tower smiles, this I can take,
What I fear, when the smile disappears, I make,
An attempt to move, an attempt to see,
If the tower will allow, a change to be,
Over my sight I have little control,
The pain I feel, due to a limited patrol,
In this room, no police search,
Above this room, no God on a perch,
In this room, just one family member,
Above this room, A parent that can't remember,
The pain I feel, the thoughts my parent does follow,
The pain the future will give, she will become hollow,
A table of change, one liquid to drink,
Unconnected cells, little to think,
The tower smiles, I think of my reply,
My nappy is placed on, I look up at my father and cry.
The desires he has I attempt to deny,
To speak words I don't know yet,
Despite the power of time, one day will forget,
To show strength, the reach of my hand,
to show an ability I don't have, to stand,
The tower smiles, this I can take,
What I fear, when the smile disappears, I make,
An attempt to move, an attempt to see,
If the tower will allow, a change to be,
Over my sight I have little control,
The pain I feel, due to a limited patrol,
In this room, no police search,
Above this room, no God on a perch,
In this room, just one family member,
Above this room, A parent that can't remember,
The pain I feel, the thoughts my parent does follow,
The pain the future will give, she will become hollow,
A table of change, one liquid to drink,
Unconnected cells, little to think,
The tower smiles, I think of my reply,
My nappy is placed on, I look up at my father and cry.
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Mother
You told me to not swear, yet you would swear at me daily You told me to not lie, yet you would lie to me everyday You told me that you loved me, yet I was a burden to you daily. You told me that I needed to be perfect, but what was perfection in your eyes? You told me that I failed you, but you failed me all my life You told me that you would protect me, but I needed protection from you You told me that I wasn't allowed to cry, but you were the one that made me cry You told me that you would help me, but I was the one always helping you Everyday the words still haunt me, but each day you told me to move on Everyday I can vision your anger, but each day I pretended it never really happened Everyday I hear your voice, but each day I tell myself what you have told me Everyday I needed your protection, but each day I reminded myself that I had to do this alone Mom, I still cant forget the things you have said and done, but each day i grow stronger Mom, apologies wont change a damn
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Nothing and Everything
I ain't got much for nobody,
I ain't got much of anything.
But I've got you, and that means a lot
Cos you're my everything.
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Worthless
There is a certain struggle I face
Every single day
It is the challenge of trying to please you
To do things your way
I try to do my best and try my hardest
In everything I do
But it's hardly ever good enough
It's never enough for you
Even if it is 100%
Even when I do it how you asked
Even the times I do well
Even when everyone else approves
It is always done wrong
It is always my fault
As of all of my failures are out in the open
But my success is hidden in a dark vault
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poem 1,739 of 1,744 written 27/02/2012
perception of the silent baby, gets abused by father but doesn't have the words to inform anyone of what there forced to go through.
perception of the silent baby, gets abused by father but doesn't have the words to inform anyone of what there forced to go through.
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