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More then clarity is needed to see,
Why my words remain wanting to be free,
Because of time, once became a year,
The continuos shake controlled by a single fear,
Because of space, distance between you and I,
You hear a sound, not that I cry,
Because of love, each new emotion,
Strange is common at first then becomes a commotion,
Because of thoughts, to young to stand,
To be physically connected makes me a man, together to band,
Because of whispers, an unfinished conversation,
I believe you know thus have great hesitation,
Because of raised voices, anger and rage,
To young to understand the importance of my age,
Because of my perception, half of what I see,
I believe I know the whole picture, I call it reality,
Because of your perception, behind a closed door,
You ask for a hug, I ask for no more,
More then clarity is needed to see,
I keep my abusive parents secret, because you won't believe me.
Why my words remain wanting to be free,
Because of time, once became a year,
The continuos shake controlled by a single fear,
Because of space, distance between you and I,
You hear a sound, not that I cry,
Because of love, each new emotion,
Strange is common at first then becomes a commotion,
Because of thoughts, to young to stand,
To be physically connected makes me a man, together to band,
Because of whispers, an unfinished conversation,
I believe you know thus have great hesitation,
Because of raised voices, anger and rage,
To young to understand the importance of my age,
Because of my perception, half of what I see,
I believe I know the whole picture, I call it reality,
Because of your perception, behind a closed door,
You ask for a hug, I ask for no more,
More then clarity is needed to see,
I keep my abusive parents secret, because you won't believe me.
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Mother
You told me to not swear, yet you would swear at me daily You told me to not lie, yet you would lie to me everyday You told me that you loved me, yet I was a burden to you daily. You told me that I needed to be perfect, but what was perfection in your eyes? You told me that I failed you, but you failed me all my life You told me that you would protect me, but I needed protection from you You told me that I wasn't allowed to cry, but you were the one that made me cry You told me that you would help me, but I was the one always helping you Everyday the words still haunt me, but each day you told me to move on Everyday I can vision your anger, but each day I pretended it never really happened Everyday I hear your voice, but each day I tell myself what you have told me Everyday I needed your protection, but each day I reminded myself that I had to do this alone Mom, I still cant forget the things you have said and done, but each day i grow stronger Mom, apologies wont change a damn
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Change Sickness
Touch me, brother.
See my hand?
It stretches and quivers with the incredible need to make contact.
I don’t want you to be this way. I can’t stand to see you tormented from within.
What are voices in others are strangling feelings to you.
I can’t see them. You can’t see them.
But they’re there.
Destructive, decomposing, antagonistic spirits.
Monsters.
Their sole purpose is to destroy you.
And you’re letting them.
You have the tools—damn it, you have the weapons!
You can fight!
And they know it!
It’s why they’re attacking you.
Though they are strong they are scared of you.
They k
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Broken Children
We are God's broken children
He is cruel. He beats our heads in
And calls it love. No more. (I am due more than pain.)
I won't take His cruel kindness again.
I will find some new god more like me:
One beaten, broken, treated cruelly.
Blamed for his own pain and his disgrace,
Humble enough to be a god only in lowercase.
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poem 1,619 of 1,633 written 16/11/10
perception of the abused child, with many reasons for not telling anyone about the abusive secret.
perception of the abused child, with many reasons for not telling anyone about the abusive secret.
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Very amazing You have a lot of talent