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Trapped alone I cry, I can't see a single face,
As the echoes of judgement attacks my lifes core,
A CD plays, in my room the only sound,
As the echoes of the schoolyard keep me sadness bound,
The pointed finger that attacked at school,
Remains in my room, to disbelieve the majority is to brake a ruel,
I stand in front of the mirror and become jealous of my reflection,
It can't blame it self for its appearance, thus has no thought of protection,
My body image, my self confidence and trust,
Sit on aging shelf collecting dust,
The echo yells, a reminder to see,
I can't hide from their reach, look to save to me,
Eating dinner a smile I wear,
Would my parents agree or state that's unfair,
A youthful mind has limited protection,
A single word can be the start of a life lasting infection,
Not all can survive that long,
I want to last however have been taught that is wrong,
A meal is shared, so too a word,
They fail to see my retreat from the genetic herd,
The smile I wear, the shinning light,
Will dispar, giving into the night,
Trapped alone I cry, I can't see a single face,
My suicide was caused by bullying, a program known as MySpace.
As the echoes of judgement attacks my lifes core,
A CD plays, in my room the only sound,
As the echoes of the schoolyard keep me sadness bound,
The pointed finger that attacked at school,
Remains in my room, to disbelieve the majority is to brake a ruel,
I stand in front of the mirror and become jealous of my reflection,
It can't blame it self for its appearance, thus has no thought of protection,
My body image, my self confidence and trust,
Sit on aging shelf collecting dust,
The echo yells, a reminder to see,
I can't hide from their reach, look to save to me,
Eating dinner a smile I wear,
Would my parents agree or state that's unfair,
A youthful mind has limited protection,
A single word can be the start of a life lasting infection,
Not all can survive that long,
I want to last however have been taught that is wrong,
A meal is shared, so too a word,
They fail to see my retreat from the genetic herd,
The smile I wear, the shinning light,
Will dispar, giving into the night,
Trapped alone I cry, I can't see a single face,
My suicide was caused by bullying, a program known as MySpace.
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Mother
You told me to not swear, yet you would swear at me daily You told me to not lie, yet you would lie to me everyday You told me that you loved me, yet I was a burden to you daily. You told me that I needed to be perfect, but what was perfection in your eyes? You told me that I failed you, but you failed me all my life You told me that you would protect me, but I needed protection from you You told me that I wasn't allowed to cry, but you were the one that made me cry You told me that you would help me, but I was the one always helping you Everyday the words still haunt me, but each day you told me to move on Everyday I can vision your anger, but each day I pretended it never really happened Everyday I hear your voice, but each day I tell myself what you have told me Everyday I needed your protection, but each day I reminded myself that I had to do this alone Mom, I still cant forget the things you have said and done, but each day i grow stronger Mom, apologies wont change a damn
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Broken Children
We are God's broken children
He is cruel. He beats our heads in
And calls it love. No more. (I am due more than pain.)
I won't take His cruel kindness again.
I will find some new god more like me:
One beaten, broken, treated cruelly.
Blamed for his own pain and his disgrace,
Humble enough to be a god only in lowercase.
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Nothing and Everything
I ain't got much for nobody,
I ain't got much of anything.
But I've got you, and that means a lot
Cos you're my everything.
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poem 1,716 of 1,717 written 19/10/2011
pereption of the teenage that is bullied at scholl only to return home, go on the internet and have the bullying continue.
pereption of the teenage that is bullied at scholl only to return home, go on the internet and have the bullying continue.
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I hated being bullied as a kid. Middle school was the worst because I remember this one time all the girls pulled their socks up, wore fake glasses, carried books and started acting clumsy and acted like they knew the answers to history questions. When I asked them what they were doing, they said We're acting like you! Then they all laughed and pointed at me and I dropped my stuff and ran off crying in the restroom. God I hated that.