Following Silence

Tears fall down my face of time, having lost someone that with me did care,
A lack of evolution made our relationship easier; now scream it's unfair,
Without fear my eyes would open,
Following silence, precious thoughts spoken,
Ignorance allowed a youthful appreciation, we're the same,
I hugged my friend, to admit as a teenager; a shame,
The first friend that I would hold,
The first anger, disapproval sold,
Walking around naked I had nothing to hide,
Understandings limited b age, you stood on my side,
You're my first friend, the symbol of trust,
My first kiss you wear, youthful lust,
We shared the same pillow, it was our bed,
Despite the fact, I only heard what you said,
You were disabled, never did you move,
I believed in you, you had nothing to prove,
You were a living tissue, my tears did fall,
An abusive step father, to hug my, you wouldn't stall,
You were a living punching bag, one rule,
The mentally unstable mother and bullies at school,
I did cry, you aid I didn't need to pretend,
So I would talk and cry, together each day would end,
Tears fall down my face of time, having lost someone that with me did care,
You were my friend, my lover however now, you're just a teddy bear.