Devious Journal Entry

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staring at this screen i see an image that confronts me, the man staring back has a smile of negative wishes, those desires stem from poor role models and swaying memmories.

3days ago I found out that i will be kicked out of my house this Sunday, fears surfaced as i created an imagge of whree i will be, or wont be. with that news i pictured being fired for i dont have a home, i went to work and told my boss that i quit, he said to come to work or suggested that other parties could be involved, my social worker who never has time for me just rang and said that she will stuff me into a boarding house, which means that i will be living with people with drug and anger problems, i assume that will add to my problems and the fact that i still will lose my job makes me smile, makes me think in a way that is similar to me being in the psych ward, i smile for i might actually now have the strenght to do something i have always wanted to do, and thats give up.
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FlyingMemories's avatar
I'm so sorry, Adam. Honestly that just really sucks. I feel so bad, here I am, sitting and waiting for Christmas and family, everything is sparkling and happy. I find it extremely unfair. Fate is unfair. You deserve so much better, & I sincerely hope you don't give up. This comment is extremely late, I know. I'm sorry, I really should've checked DA earlier. I don't have depression as other people do so of course, I don't understand completely, but I do care. Honestly if I could, I'd go right to you and console you, but you live on the other side of the world.
Don't give up. I know, it's just three words that many people would say.. I hope Adam, that everything gets better. It has to. Don't give up, for me & everyone else that cares, which i know they do. For what's waiting for you in the future. (:
Wow, this is really long... ~ahaha... :) Well, Merry Christmas Adam! & a happy new year ~

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